Only the Highlights

I've just read through maybe half of my posts and I cried. One I couldn't even because of how low of a point it was in my life.

There's lots thats happened in the 10 months I hadn't posted. It's been a lot happier. At one point in July something terrible, heart breaking actually, happened. I won't get into it though.

The Highlights and Only the Highlights

• Freshmen year; The Start, The End, The Survival
• No more blog upkeep (not sorry)
• I've matured so much in so many ways
• The new friends
• The teachers, except that of Marketing
• Marketing class
• Introduction to off campus lunches
• Church Camp
• Cute guys at church camp :)
• Becoming comfortable with me, body and mind
• Adaption
• surprisingly SAT/ACT studying
• surprisingly college searching
• Looking at Rochester, NY (the city of my dream school) online

I just find it so funny how miserable I was here in 8th grade, or how miserable I sounded in writing. I've liked it here for a while now actually. There's been debates in both mine and my mom's heads about staying until I graduate in 2017. Its not exactly ideal, but it'd be an option if we made it one.

Before I go, for god knows how long, I'd just like to say I'm HAPPY. Content at the very least. Sure I'll have my days, but nothing like what's been posted on here I'm sure.

I just want to start off with... Jesus Christ.

Louis: When Asking You To Marry Him.

I'd probably end up swallowing it and Louis'd be like, "SARAH STAHP!" I would just look at him funny and ask, "Why? You know I love s'mores." Louis would then say slowly, "Sarah, you need to throw up right now,"  to which is replied with "BUT LOU WHY? WHY WOULD I RUIN THE DELICIOUSNESS BY THROWING IT BACK UP?!" Louis is now looking at me with a mixture of deep concern and frustration, and I can tell he's fighting with himself about what he'll say next. He finally speaks up, " Because I love you and i knew you loved s'mores, so when I fixed yours slid the ring onto your marshmallow and.. and I just would like for you to marry me, will you do that? MArry me, dear?" And I'd be fangirling as usual when he says "Um... Yeah... The ring is in your stomach and we're going to need it back... I'd rather if we didn't go to the ER in a few days when it's stuck in your intestines and slowly tearing them apart, so... Please can you go up chuck behind the bushes so we can find it..."


Please keep in mind that all of my imagines happen over Instagram and they're usually a clip from part of my part of a conversation with my friend Kiana. These will most likely not occur often, and I don't want any hate. Also these will all have me in them because I'm too lazy to reword them. All of these (not photos) are originals of mine. Thanks for reading, sorry for run ons and errors, BYEEEE

Love, 

Sarah Smiles