The Story.

Story behind this? Her dad was leaving on a 2 year deployment. She was crying, and wouldn’t let go of her dad’s hand, even when he stood in line, saluting. No one had the heart to break them apart.
I seriously have tears in my eyes, and now I’m freaking crying. Please Reblog for all us kids who have to watch our parents leave, and none of us knowing if we will see them again. <\3 The hardest part of being a Military Brat. :’(

Winning!

Tyler&Weston: Hey Sarah are you winning?

Me: YUP! I'M WINNING!

Oh, how I miss those boys! Tyler and Weston go to my old school. Tyler is and forever will be my twin! ^_^

So I have decided I today I will make my post that I've promised! I have also decided, today I am WINNING!!! You may be asking yourself, "Why is she making it today, and decided she's winning?"

The answer is... Drum roll please... I have my wonderfully magnificent notebooks, pens(red and blue), pencils, and lined paper! Oh and I took a Math Placement test and I am pretty sure that I, Sarah C. Smiles, has ACED THE TEST! But none of us will know until my Councilor contacts us. So until then... WE WILL DANCE UNDER THE MOON LIGHT OF MY FISH BOWL!    

SO. MANY. DANCING. GIFS!

I love Tumblr ^_^

I know you love all my posts because, well WHO WOULDN'T?! I have amazing dancing pictures, and I write them! TWO IN ONE BABAAYYY! Oh but anyways, since I know you love my posts, I give you this quote from the AMAZING Dr. Seuss, yo!

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.” ~ Dr. Seuss

Haha I can't stop watching the kid in the last one! And yes I know I was being a little to cocky in that one paragraph... I am truly and dearly sorry for my weirdness, but you know, once you start winning you can't stop. ;D ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO

( P.S The C stands for Catherine, as in Sarah Catherine!) :)

Coming to Your Senses

The way healthy grass feels under my bare feet, as it plays a game of Peek-a-Boo through the spaces of my toes. The way it smells, when it's been freshly cut at the break of noon. But watered by sprinklers making the moment damp, muddy, and unclear like the morning fog over a calm lake.

How warm my tears are as they stroll so lightly and smooth on the side of my face. Then it reaches an end. It slowly becomes cold and falls like a feather, leaving a wet streak with a slight taste of salt on the skin.

The sound of my pencil. A pencil at work, just working for a soft creative hand, being moved by nerves with instructions from the brain of a human. Instructions moving through the person like lightning and metal, but with no shock.

When you see the forming of a rainbow. And suddenly you feel hope. That hope you felt as a kid when you heard the song of an ice cream truck, just out of reach and sight, on the opposite side of the hill. It's the hope that some where someone found the end of the seven colored rainbow, with a leprechaun sitting on a black pot with shining gold inside. He would tell the person who discovered what was thought to be impossible, "It's about time," then the short red haired man would hand over the heavy riches and head for the small undiscovered door in the nearby tree.


"Impossible is a word to be found only in the dictionary of fools." ~ Napoleon Bonaparte


"I always like to look on the optimistic side of life, but I am realistic enough to know that life is a complex matter." ~ Walt Disney

I like Walt Disney. He's an inspiration! An idol! I wish I could have met the man. I guess the thing I like most about him is that, he believed in the impossible. He believed that you could do anything as long as you believed in your self and what you wanted to do. *sigh* As much as I'd like to stay on my computer and type for hours to you all about how amazing Walt Disney was... My friend was reading creepypasta stuff and is scared because of that Possession Movie Trailer came on, so it is now my duty to choose whether I want to scare his ass more or calm him down! Bye!!! ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO

(P.S I will post again before school starts, since this was kind of a "I can't sleep, and had a sudden inspiration thought" kind of post, :P so stay awesome!)

No Handle Bars

I can ride my bike with no handle bars. No handle bars. No handle bars. I can ride my bike with no handle bars. No handle bars. No handle bars. Look at me, Look at me. Hands in the air like its good to be. Alive and I'm a famous rapper, even when the paths are all crookedy. I can show you how to dosey doe. I can show you how to scratch a record. I can take apart the remote control, and I can almost put it back together. I can tie a knot in a cherry stem. I can tell you about Leif Ericson. I know all the words to De Colores. And I'm proud to be an American. Me and my friends saw a platypus, me and my friends made a comic book, and guess how long it took.

This is a song I heard a LONG time ago. Maybe, three or four years ago? I don't know. All I remember is that it was before my sister left for college. We were in my parents bedroom, cleaning maybe, and she was playing it from her IPod. Since then, all I've been able to remember from the song was, "I can ride my bike with no handle bars, no handle bars, no handle bars." Then she left the house when she was 17 (she was in her senior year early), but that was two years ago. It was actually quite peaceful after she left.

My sister, Kristen, was not even close to a saint. She wasn't very far from one either, though. We would fight, so much, but we stopped when she was 16 or 15 I think. I remember how she was so good with make up, and one time we were home alone and decided to do a prank on our parents. She made it look like I had a black eye! Then we got water and made it seem like we were crying. My dad didn't buy it for a second though.

Oh, I bet your wondering why I'm saying my dad.. Well, I'm really Kristen's step sister. Trust me, we look nothing alike. She told me she'd never call me a step sister, and I won't ever call her one either. Her dad and our mom married, had my sister 19 years ago, and after a while I guess they split up. Then our mom married my dad, then they had me 13 years ago...

I love my sister, her two other baby sisters, her dad and step mom. I also love my mom and dad, and my brother who just so happens to be a German Shepard. ;)

"Family means no one gets left behind or forgotten." ~ David Ogden Stiers

I'm probably not going to do anymore posts until the first day of school and a day between now and then. I start school the 27th of August so one more week of staying up late and sleeping until noon. Love you all. ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO

It's Nice.

Sorry for the not so "PAZAZ" title, but I couldn't really think of anything that would fit this better.

I've been watching Pretty Little Liars ever since I got Netflix two days ago. Last night I was up until 1:30 watching it and got scared and creeped out when they found the videos of them, and when they found Ian dead in that abandoned place. It scared me especially since we don't have out alarm system installed yet, and well we aren't exactly in the nicest of cities..

I needed to talk to someone last night but I knew everyone except one of the people I trust were asleep. I haven't talked to him in so long! He was asleep already though since it was about 3:30 his time when I said "Hey, uh are you up" him. So this morning he texted me back, "No," but that's how it started.

But I've been talking to him for two hours now, and this has been the first normal conversation with a guy that hasn't been extremely awkward had to do with flirting, or going out, or anything like that in such a long time. It's been so nice. Just nice to be just friends with him, and to know that that won't change. And I wouldn't change it for the world.

For the longest time it seems, I haven't talked to anyone except my best friend. I don't know why it's been like that, but it has. I mean I'll occasionally text some one briefly, but it never lasts..

"You never know what you have until it's gone" ~ Toby Mac(?)

Bye, and always remember to keep your friends close. ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO

SNY :)

Hello everyone! So as you may or may not know, today is Sunday! So I went to church this morning until about 11:00 then to Sunday school(A.K.A Junior High/youth bible study)... Sunday school, was well how do I put this?... Extremely hilarious, and interesting. But I met a girl named Victoria there, she was extremely nice and proved that you can tie-dye your hair! XD

Oh, yeah! I bet you're wondering about the title of this post... It stands for Sunday Night Youth. That's mostly why I'm not typing this until now! SNY is for the youth either going into 7th, 8th, or 9th grade (those who are going into 9th grade only come until school starts). So every Sunday night or afternoon(5:30, 6:30, and so on) the adults teaching bible study do a bunch of different events, for us. For example tonight was movie night! Next week it'll be a pool party, and then they have a bon fire the day before school starts! I don't know if they do this all during the school year too, but I guess I'll find out for the both of us! ^_^

But I now "know" four people! First person is Victoria, then there's Emma(who's headed off to high school), after Emma there is Abby(also headed off to HS), and last but not least, Marie Grace(headed to a doom I  know as high school as well..)! The last two girls I mentioned, I do not know very well... I just know their names and that Abby is stressed over a boy, not because of him, but what he did. O.o Which is basically the same thing if you ask me...

"I've been taught that love is beautiful and kind, but it isn't like that at all. It is beautiful,but it's a terrible beauty, a ruthless one, and you fall—you fall, and the thing is—
The thing is you want to. You don't care what's coming, you just want who your heart beats for." ~ The Unwritten Rule by Elizabeth Scott

♥ Sarah are you crying? No it's these damn contacts, th-they got something in them or *sniff sniff* something.. But I never told you guys that I finished my books two days ago, and I finished it in under two days. :) Best romance novel ever... 11:11 make a wish! ~ Sarah Smiles

The Sorry Truth.

Hi again! I decided I would post again tonight before I head off to my real wonderland.. Since technically speaking my life is no wonderland, since usually what happens in wonderlands are fairytales.

A fairytale, one with a princess, with that prince that even in books and movies and shows has all of the females' attention, yet he still only pays attention to that one average looking, middle class, girl with the wonderful personality that only he and her few friends will ever notice. The girl that the fairy tale never revolves around, because apparently only the beautiful, rich people get the guy who has the attention of everyone. And then theres that boy.. The one that's described the same as the girl. The boy who's always made sure that he'll never be mentioned.

Personally, now that I've thought about this, and typed it up for the world to see... I can't believe I would idolize the princess, well I guess it's because I've always wanted to be her, no matter which princess it was, I couldn't care less. I guess something I'll have to face is what I want.

I want to be rescued from the tippy top of the tower. I  want to be put under a cursed poison that will make me sleep, until the boy comes out of no where and finds me in the forest and somehow, just somehow knows that only a kiss will bring me back, and I would know he didn't stop trying to find me... I want to be that masked girl in a dress and converse for heavens sake, who get to dance with him, and he wouldn't know it was me the whole time until he searched through the whole city, town, or kingdom with a sneaker, the one that came off my foot when I had to run and catch my curfew, and he would find me. He'd recognize the color of my hair and hair style, my eyes, my voice.

But this all will not happen because well let's face it that only happens in dreams and tall tales... And I'm in neither that I know of.

Good night though! This took me exactly half an hour to write so I believe I'll be tired in the morning.. Hopefully not too tired, and hopefully I'll fall to sleep easier then last night since it took me a stupid hour to do so. ~ Sarah Smiles Tiredly

These Days, I Swear!

Hello There! So I now have Internet running through the walls, and well I guess Wifi is like a globe of wireless internet around one spot, but whatever! Whoa now that has me wondering... What if you dug a tunnel right under your house and sat there with your laptop or kindle, or Ipod/Iphone, would you still be able to connect to Wifi?



I'm watching Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends. I can't believe they would ever stop this show! I mean seriously?! Just seriously?! What about Phil of the Future? Or Lizzie McGuire? What happened to all the channels I knew and loved? Oh my gosh, I miss the Rugrats! Sorry for rambling and all, but Nicole and i started discuss the subject... So now it's all I can think think about! :/ Stupid producers, making the stupidest shows... IN FREAKING HISTORY!

*Sigh* •_•

                   


Gosh, I feel so old! So one day(over a month ago) I was babysitting this boy in my old neighbor hood... When he woke up from a nap he took, there was something weird on TV so we searched the channels! So I got to one of the millions of Disney Channels and Lilo and Stitch the movie was playing so I asked him if he'd ever seen it... And this kid... This four year old, happened to tell me "No," so of course I change it to the channel! And I felt so terribly old, and I'm only thirteen!

No, you just don't make a thirteen year old feel like she's 40, and talking about The Hair Bear Bunch, or about the Beach Boys to a 4 year old.. It, it's just wrong!

"I'm so much older than I can take." ~ The Killers (Thanks to Nicole who helped me with my quote)

I may or may not post later, there's no telling no that I've gotten into blogging VERY often so, for now... This is goodbye! ~ Sarah Smiles

When you can totally almost relate...

Hi, *yawns* so I'm up in the middle of the night. I can NOT sleep what so ever! I swear I'll have to finish The Unwritten Rule tonight! I hate, I just hate how easily I can relate to this book... I mean I relate some how to most of the books I read, whether it's being a teenager, or something small and hardly even noticeable..

I have realized I haven't told you all the reason I even got this book! The whole reason I even own this book is because of the names and situation, the names are Sarah&Ryan&Brianna (the name Brianna has nothing to do with my reason), the situation Girl(Brianna) has the Boy(Ryan)& bestfriend(Sarah) wants boy but the unwritten rule is you can't like your friends boyfriend. :/

Well it's funny because this is the second time this has popped up in my life the only difference was it was a different Ryan -.- but that Ryan is now history!

Actually you know what, I have to much going through my head right now(daydreams of him and me, words of an author, words of myself, and a lot more) and I am wayy to tired to sort through it... So the LONG story short I like him, so freaking much and it hurts to know I can probably never happen... I am debating on telling him, thoughts below?

"Deep in my heart I'm concealing things that I'm longing to say. Scared to confess what I'm feeling - frightened you'll slip away."~ Madonna

Bye guys, I'm off to my readings... ~ Sarah Smiles

What I've become...

Hi there! So I went to Barnes and Nobles yesterday, I got a Mocha Cookie Crumble and two books! Plus I got my iTunes updated so I can upload my camera photos to my phone and then to Instagram(@howsarahsmiles) if I feel like it. ^_^

I feel like I'm going to start feeling in my little hole in my heart from always hating books to loving them, and going from "never finished a book" to "read this and that" x100! ;D And this all started with one book! It's "hush,hush" by Becca Fitzpatrick, and it's from the hush,hush saga! It's the most catching book ever, I finished it in a couple of days (which is extremely good for me especially considering the book's size!)

I also used to hate any type of coffee! Now I have a favorite! What have I become?!?! 'o'

I'll tell you what you've become! A book reading, mocha loving blogger! ;)

"All our dreams can come true...if we have the courage to pursue them."
~ Walt Disney <3

Bye everyone! I'm going to read "The Unwritten Rule" now by Elizabeth Scott! ~ Sarah Freaking Smiles, out yo!

Childhood <3

So I've been home alone a lot lately since both my parents work until about supper time... I'm actually thankful for the time alone, I mean I know it's a terrible thing to say. But you'd feel the same way if you were stuck in a small hotel room 24/7 for a little over a month, I'm in the house though now there for I now have directv! No wifi though sadly. :(

Oh yeah, the point to my rambling! :D
So since I've been home alone I've been able to watch all my favorite shows of my childhood! Examples- Invader Zim, Scooby Doo Where Are You?, Johnny Bravo, Teen Titans, The PowerPuff Girls, plus I actually found a newer show that I've never seen before...

Oh and now I'm going to get you all caught up with my life! So I've been liking this boy (of course), he's so sweet and amazing oh and the most wonderful male specie ever! <3 He's also funny, and pretty cute. :) But of course, it's to late, because I moved... This is the second time my military brat life has ruined a relationship. I mean well I guess this doesn't really count as a relationship because we never dated but it could of happened if I hadn't left this summer. :\

I think I'm going to call it a post and publish this shizznit bye bye ~ Sarah Smiles, yo! XOXO

"Look for your choices, pick the best one, then go with it." ~ Pat Riley

My Motto

Hi there! So pretty much everyone who knows about my blog and or Instagram knows my motto, and if you don't your about to learn it! :D

So my motto is " What Ever." it's my motto because I don't care what people think of me, my stuff, or web shizznit, or even words I make up like "Wootenization!" :) You shouldn't care either!

I know this was pretty short but you know, what ever, yo!

Leave a comment and tell me your motto and stuff! :)

"Bravery is believing in yourself, and that thing nobody can teach you."
~ El Cordobe

Love you all! By the way, I'M SPIDER WOMAN! ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO