Truth is, I'm terrified at how much I cry these days, at how much I never want to get out of bed ever, how much I listen to depressing Indie music on pandora, and most of all how much I wish I was some one else.
Especially since I don't have it "bad." My parents love me and aren't divorced. Guys tell me they love or like me, I have awesome friends, and I also do wonderfully in school.
Can someone please just diagnose me for something? I'm tired of feeling like this every single day, and having to put fake smiles on everyday and perfect it in the mirror.
"Cure sometimes, treat often, comfort always." ~ Hippocrates
See you all later. ~ Sarah
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Oh, Sarah. Sarah, Sarah, Sarah. :(
ReplyDeleteBelieve me, I love indie music, and I didn't know it was so depressing. Usually for me, indie music is calming and serene, but it often gets interpreted different ways.
Really, I don't think there's a disease for this. It's just simply a part of growing up. I used to feel like this all the time, and really what plays a big part in it is learning how to be comfortable with yourself and who you are. At least, that's how it was for me. After that, I really didn't have that issue anymore. If you're not pleased with your life, then do something that makes your life pleasing. This is your life, and you can do whatever the hell you want with it. All that's in the way is yourself.
Did any of this make sense? No?
Oopsy daisy.