It's Nice.

Sorry for the not so "PAZAZ" title, but I couldn't really think of anything that would fit this better.

I've been watching Pretty Little Liars ever since I got Netflix two days ago. Last night I was up until 1:30 watching it and got scared and creeped out when they found the videos of them, and when they found Ian dead in that abandoned place. It scared me especially since we don't have out alarm system installed yet, and well we aren't exactly in the nicest of cities..

I needed to talk to someone last night but I knew everyone except one of the people I trust were asleep. I haven't talked to him in so long! He was asleep already though since it was about 3:30 his time when I said "Hey, uh are you up" him. So this morning he texted me back, "No," but that's how it started.

But I've been talking to him for two hours now, and this has been the first normal conversation with a guy that hasn't been extremely awkward had to do with flirting, or going out, or anything like that in such a long time. It's been so nice. Just nice to be just friends with him, and to know that that won't change. And I wouldn't change it for the world.

For the longest time it seems, I haven't talked to anyone except my best friend. I don't know why it's been like that, but it has. I mean I'll occasionally text some one briefly, but it never lasts..

"You never know what you have until it's gone" ~ Toby Mac(?)

Bye, and always remember to keep your friends close. ~ Sarah Smiles XOXO