The Sorry Truth.

Hi again! I decided I would post again tonight before I head off to my real wonderland.. Since technically speaking my life is no wonderland, since usually what happens in wonderlands are fairytales.

A fairytale, one with a princess, with that prince that even in books and movies and shows has all of the females' attention, yet he still only pays attention to that one average looking, middle class, girl with the wonderful personality that only he and her few friends will ever notice. The girl that the fairy tale never revolves around, because apparently only the beautiful, rich people get the guy who has the attention of everyone. And then theres that boy.. The one that's described the same as the girl. The boy who's always made sure that he'll never be mentioned.

Personally, now that I've thought about this, and typed it up for the world to see... I can't believe I would idolize the princess, well I guess it's because I've always wanted to be her, no matter which princess it was, I couldn't care less. I guess something I'll have to face is what I want.

I want to be rescued from the tippy top of the tower. I  want to be put under a cursed poison that will make me sleep, until the boy comes out of no where and finds me in the forest and somehow, just somehow knows that only a kiss will bring me back, and I would know he didn't stop trying to find me... I want to be that masked girl in a dress and converse for heavens sake, who get to dance with him, and he wouldn't know it was me the whole time until he searched through the whole city, town, or kingdom with a sneaker, the one that came off my foot when I had to run and catch my curfew, and he would find me. He'd recognize the color of my hair and hair style, my eyes, my voice.

But this all will not happen because well let's face it that only happens in dreams and tall tales... And I'm in neither that I know of.

Good night though! This took me exactly half an hour to write so I believe I'll be tired in the morning.. Hopefully not too tired, and hopefully I'll fall to sleep easier then last night since it took me a stupid hour to do so. ~ Sarah Smiles Tiredly